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rini 2nd day puase da...smlm puase...seblom tdo sahur nasik lauk sadin housemate masak...mkn ramai2...puase cm biase....tp life xmcm biase for dat day...byk benda berlaku lak 1 ramadhan kali ni...the worst things is hurmmmmm...pasal tu la...korg faham2 je la ek....xnak nanges...tp termenanges gak...bile ingt je mesti nanges nye la...so...baik xpyh ingat lagi kan...tp manusia ni kalo stakat 2 3 ari tu mmg still segar kt ingatan la kan..bukan sng nk lupe...tambah2 lg benda yg menyakitkan ati...mmg xkn lupe r...for sure...thanx 2 my fwen, eza coz olwez b there wen i need sum1 2 talk about dat things...only her can truly understand my feelings...dari dlu lagik...papehal pon aku mintak suggesstion dari die...da puas nanges...stop r...smalam buke ngn kurma sbijik n sgelas susu dutch lady....pas smayang magrib, tergerak ati nk g taraweh lak...so aku turun r same2 ngn housemate len...berempat...

alhamdulillah im ok 4 today...really ok walaupon im still trying my best 2 forget bout dat...i really need some motivation...td ma tepon...

my ma--"kak yong wat gapo tu"

aku----"buat asimen skit ni ma...ma sehat"

my ma--"alhamdulillah...kak yong buko lauk gapo arini?"

aku----"xtau lagi la ma..tgk la nati kak yong g bli...ma masok gapo arini?"

my ma--"ma xplan lagi nk masok gapo arini..xdok idea la kak yong...xdop anok2 malah ma nk masok"

aku----"hehe...xpo ma..nnti tgu kak yong balik deh"

my ma--"okey..bereh...g la wat kijo tu dlu...nti ma tepon mula"

aku----"okey ma..bye..i love u" my ma--"i love u too"


okey...dat is my motivator even ma aku xde pon nasihat pape...haha...tp lpas dpt dgr suare ma aku, ase terubat sket luka di hati...cheh....jiwang siot....thanx my lovely ma...